Little thoughts

I felt the need to jot down my thoughts here because I'm starting to have a lot of "whys" in my head and I tend to overthink a lot now compared to before.

I don't know what is my sole reason as to why I started overthinking about the tiniest and absolutely trivial things in life, but what I do know is that part of it is mainly because I am growing up. Yes, growing up, something I refuse to admit. I just turned eighteen and I process my thoughts a little more here and there nowadays. Is that actually a good thing? Trust me, I have no idea. You tell me. On some days, I am joyful and overwhelmed by them. However, on those not-so-good days, I just feel as if I am drowned by these thoughts of mine... Now, that's the not-so-good part of overthinking in your head. It eats you alive, it overpowers you, it destroys you, and most of it all, it changes you. It changes the way you would view people, it changes the perspective you would have on society these days, it changes your lifestyle. Well basically, it changes your whole mind set on life. All in all, I remind myself that as a believer in Christ, I would have a different kind of perspective in life, and that is to have a Christ-like perspective instead of a worldly one. Here's an example. I strongly dislike the current "activity" which is probably carried out by most teenagers, vaping. Mind me, I don't dislike the people who vape and I actually have friends that do it and they have their personal reasons to it. Just for your information, I am not judging them because I am in no position to do so. I just really despise the vape smell. I guess it's because I have a ridiculously sensitive nose towards smoke. Anyway, I feel that society has gone through so many changes and I am so clueless as to why people are so influenced by it. Don't we all have our own stand in life? Must we get dragged towards the norm of society? I admit that I do get influenced by society. For example, having an Instagram account or even dressing up a certain way. It isn't wrong but if we start forgetting our true self in life, I think we better start reconsidering the decisions we have made and think about how it would impact our future.

These are just little thoughts of mine. Like I said in the beginning of this blog, I created this just so that I can express my deepest thoughts in life. Until next time then!

Cheers! :)